Unforgettable experience

Two week have passed, but I still can’t forget the feeling of being in your arm. The feeling is always floating in my mind, how influence of 1st time being with you. You are so beautiful and powerful,
I scare of losing the feeling and memory. 1st time of my flying experience, I was inside the arm of firefly ATR72-500, six blade of propeller, 72 layout seat, painted in orange color. No leading edge of sky, flying high and triumph into the cloud. My eyes was just staring down the beautiful scene for about 1 and half hour flight except looking at the pretty air stewardess. The memory won’t and never disappear in my mind. Pilot , I m awaiting to be. My heart can’t wait to fly anymore. That’s my dream burning every second in my heart. John gambateh yo.

what type of university life i wan

What type of university life of all people desired? And how about me johnwei ? Have u guys seen before the drama ‘love story in harvard’ ? when I m teen I always dream of going to Harvard university after watched that drama. This is good for me when I was that age because when we dream, there is always a force always pushing us toward achieving it. Finally I dint make it instead I come to UTM .1st year has passed and I lived with a life of doing things last minute and get everything not so serious. I used to ask myself enjoy while in university but in the end I find out I learn less and becoming more and more useless. some people here kind of always doing business and some just always stick to the book and some is just addicted with game. Another people is hyperactive tend to join too much of activity and socialize. I want in balance and have all the characteristic above. I do thanks two girls that wake me up. What they told me was the reality and not again living in a life of enjoying. I have to face the current situation and doing my thing right while enjoying. University is just like a small society for all of us to learn and if we cant survive in this small and kindly society how we even survive in the cruel and relentlessly real world?
A place for everybody to grow and find out who are you really, some people think that here is a place to find your partner and some think like is a place to just get a pass to the society. Whatever is it ,university really is a good place for everybody to strive for their dream. Don’t blame where you are and what you get. Everything you want just make it ready in the time you in university and once you get out already is the time for you to start the war. Like me I m here to gain as much as knowledge about aviation and improving my English so that I wont shake when come to interview. Johnwei , you still got three years to make yourself ready. Fight for it and leave everything behind including finding partner. Your future is bright once your dream come true. Just do it, man cant do a better thing one time two things.

my love

Sometimes I feel tired of doing too much thing …what actually I want it to be was not happening. Feeling come fast and end quickly. “love” is too tired and sick. When you are alone you will tend to find a date but when you are dated you will felt being alone. That’s why love is sick. People looks at me from my appearance sure will think of I m a flirt, play, unsecure man. I wanted to confess that, I m not that kind of person. Maybe the way I talk and got a little bit handsome face drag me to this tragedy. Someone I have been waiting for was not responding to me. But I will still keep waiting and fight for my dream. Old symptom still happening, today July 3, 2009 I was driving car around the prai city and don’t have any direction to go, don’t know where to go and who to find. Drove until the old place in front of someone house. I remember much of this place because last time when I was in contact with someone I used to ride my bicycle to there and rode pass someone house, think of last time I was really energetic can ride 20km plus of journey just to round pass someone house and hope for seeing her. Until now I have 1 years plus didn’t see her face, I really miss you. My timid heart against me to make a call and date you. I m so good now but I still feel that not really enough to take this. This has been long time we dint have conversation. Every time I go to cinema I will think of the moment we went together once, “superman return” kind of stupid of me when saw you was so cold and tremble beside me but I do nothing instead of telling not to think of cold ha ha. But now it wont happen, because I bring along jacket with me when planning to watch movie. I have learn a lesson last time. I m really tired now. Being single do hope that someone do this for me too. Once my dream comes true, the 1st person I wana to share is you.

Short semester when others is sem break

This is what every UTM mechanical student will undergo short course at UTM during the mid years sem break and so i do also. Now is the time that is going to finish my short sem and what i have planned is already achieved ?Before the starting of short sem i has planned that what i should do during my short semester. I list down a few target to get done.
1st: improving english
2nd: enhance my knowledge about aviation
3rd: train myself being fit
4th: enjoy my life style
I listened to senior that short sem is going to be so free and you got plenty of free time. i really believed that before my 1st day of being in the mechanical lab.But this year is different, all the 3 session in one module were fully used except of some technician which is lazy. That is good also because i learn lot of thing and see lot of machine that i haven seen before.Being a mechanical is so great you know. In mechanical field that is lot of work to do. now i only known that what what is actually mechanical all about.
This is my course mate that used to be one group whit me when doing lab work.
i start my lab at 9am and finish at 5pm everyday. this routine from mon to fri, so i just left saturday and sunday to do my thing. some say that i have my free time during night time but i always wasted my time in finding good food for my dinner haha...after dinner is already 9 something o 10 d...Do my report and surf the net until 12 something o 1...life goes on like this during short sem. although my life is like this but i fixed 3 times a week for my body to get fit that is doing gym and jogging.i like to enjoy my life with traveling and shopping .places that i have visited during short sem is tioman ,JB , UTM , and senai airport haha..actually not much place but is quite more d...i went singing at red box and watching movie 'terminator salvation' with course mate at city square. shopping and shopping after every meal and now i felt myself that i am getting phobia of shopping. i being very bored of going shopping .sutera mall, bukit indah jusco , CS , and....familiar
one thing i m very glad that is i finally get addicted in learning english . i do have confident that my english is going to be better day by day and the interest of writing blog also help improve my language.A pilot needs to speak fluent english so that there is no mistake when communicate control tower. dun scare to speak although pronunciation is not good when people corrected us should feel great cause they are leading me to speak more better. thanks for everyone that corrected me.
i has one aim that is to design and study the formation of aircraft .that is helping in my path to becoming a pilot. man should have dream, people that without dream is the most pity people in this earth.

Starting of dream

When i was small i always think of what would be in the future? At that time i was so scare to dream of becoming a pilot because my result was terrible during my primary school. No guideline, no ambition and no clear path...I like to look at the sky and waiting for the plane flying pass...every time i heard the sound of jet engine of an aircraft sure i will run out the house and staring at the aircraft...Not much thinking just look. when i was starting to fight for my life during secondary school ,i am still not clear. The only thing i knew at that time is to obtain an excellent result. Good education guarantee a better life. That is all the people told me.Ya, This is real...when i was form 5 on my 1st cycling tour around penang island, my friend wei kuan suddenly talk about aircraft. I was so surprise that finally got a friend who has the same interested as mine. He is really a fever guy that desiring to be a pilot. I always envy of him has such a great passion. He always surfs internet and well get lot of knowledge about aviation. But i dint. After we graduate from high school, he went to TAR college and i continued on form six.At that 2 years i was always searching about the requirement of a pilot and try prepare for it.At the mean time i'm also preparing for the STPM exam. I tried before also applying for MAS cadet pilot while i waiting to enter university. Because lack of practice, i failed it already. But i promised myself that i must use fully this four years university life to prepare for applying cadet pilot. This is still not too late for me to apply for pilot after i finish degree.That is my mum hope wanting me to enter university. Now i did it. The most important thing of my life now is to gain as much as possible knowledge about aviation.
Friends that reading my blog now...please do polish my english if i make any mistake on my writing.Thanks

Spend my spare time wisely

What do most of the people will do to kill his/her spare time? (gaming, shopping, reading, sporting, movie…..) For me that’s certainly and absolutely cannot without the existent of aircraft.

First of all, I will make myself a pretty taste of my favorite coffee, turn off the button of my laptop, plug in the usb slot of Logitech joystick and double click the flight simulator icon and start learning how to fly my favorite aircraft boeing 747-800. In the other hands, I also used to read some of the articles about aviation which I downloaded when I m online.

Free of the life of being have much of spare time during my semester break. But some time when we are too free will lead to the laziness of normal human characteristic. Never forgot to exercise to keep my health lever in top situation. Swimming, cycling, gymnasium, jogging, and etc. Being on the path preparing for the application of cadet pilot, fitness is also the main concern. A pilot need to undergo medical checkup after six month of flying. Unavoidable, physically and mentality health of a pilot is crucial.

The day on my 2nd sem result come out

This is the day where every student in UTM are nervous... for me that it is becoming something like no feeling already...To all my friends please do not ask me how was your result. because this time is the most worst semester i performed. lack of discipline, no time management, loitering around, busy with swimming, activity, training and wacth a lot of movie was my main root that lead to failure of achieving good result. never never do last minute work ...i hate it from now onward. 'No previous preparation ' .To everyone who is reading my blog, you will be my witness "i swear :in the following semester of my life in UTM, i will never get this result again" ...remenber johnwei ...what is your dream ? pilot