We can't choose which family we were born but we can choose what kind of family we going to have. Life... I know life is hard especially lower than average people like me working full time job with average paycheck. I am terribly tired especially working as an engineer in shipbuilding. Every breath I take I have to be very careful, as it will kill my brain cell slowly. I felt nausea always when working onboard the vessel performing site inspection.
Think of the Why, Start with a Why. Because of the why to give family and future family the best I could in the future, I m willing to work hard right now. Been in poor situation for so many years since small kids. If one never gone through the situation like surviving and need others people help to sustain the family, you will never know how much we have had. I am consider the lucky one as I am the younger among the family, so I knew the pain my family gone through.
The feeling when spend money, Spend money thinking 3 times even for things that love the most? Have you had enough? A person can do whatever it takes when he/she have had enough. Step out and do something which can change the entire of your family tree. Does a job give security? Does a job guarantee anything? The answer is no, it is temporary that give us the comfortability. If didn't take care whatever jobs have pay us, It will disappear when crisis hit. Growth up with personal development and build your dream. Only you can make a different. If didn't do anything to change the current situation and nothing will change even after 10 years. Stay still is even more costly than changed . You Decide :)
