1st outgoing to find sponsorship

Woke up at 7.25am but felt very struggle for going class and finally i choose to sleep back until 9.35am only go for my second lecture of thursday... Went through the lecture but at the end i found out i didnt learn anything in the slumber mood.Really feel physically exhausted and mentality tired...After finished all the lecture about 1pm, the weather was not on my side .Raining day but the work still have to carry on.We angie,wen qi, saw yee and me was eating duck rice at sri puteri . The beginning of fund raising was quite satisfy, after that we go to fetch my kulai friend Amy at skudai parade as she will be my navigator at kulai .She really gave me a big hand on the way finding all the Chinese society at kulai. But i felt guilty to her and acted ungently of letting her hungry.....she haven had her lunch before i picked her up at skudai parade. I was too selfish of just thinking not wasting time while waiting her but i didnt concern that whether she have taken lunch. Ok well, when i reached kulai ,the rain is still pouring but become lightly d...gone through one by one chinese society and finally finished all plus some additional society that we dun know and accidentally meet...so lucky la...After that we decided to raise fund shop by shop but we find out that is too hard to do that due to we cant provide the beneficial ...plane to come back tmn u finding but the god start crying again...oh no...what to do...just go back hostel and write my blog hahaha...thats all...smile and enjoy while working then we wont feel stress d

Responsible

I left my favorite self help book behind when hectic life goes on, spiritual break down when everything come simultaneously. What is my daily routine ??Erm...have to figure out and fix it. Too complicated and unorganized. undeniable that my time management and emotional control is quite poor. How could i really master my mind when hardship come to me? Especially tiredness , when i feel exhausted i would rather giving up everything but i tell myself ,this is not who you are, this is not your style of breaking responsibility. Though i m born at a small town with limited exposure but what i learnt since child was responsibility. Everyone lives with responsibility, no one can escaping from it. As we grow up, burden become more and more heavy, i should think of how to manage to capital lend by PTPTN, learn how to learn, starting planning for future in realistic way, responsible to everything we did and ETC...
Why i am here pursuing my studies ???

Simple reason that everyone gives which is the guarantee of future life. I seem like distancing my actual purpose of being here , mum i would like to apologize as i m losing myself in academic performance now, but i promised i will back it up in the following day . I promised myself that this semester must obtain at least near to flat result but what i m doing now was just always busying on others unrelated to my studies matter.
To be a good time management man would scarify the moment having meal with friends ,sharing ideas, always alone,rushing here and there...i m not afraid of being lonely but i just fear of getting not closer to my bud (course mate). Additional reason of insufficient time is 'Internet' that i m using LAN cable in my room now...damn la...no self discipline of always online (pros and con )
just i dont knw how to adjust it....Erm...life is easy if you think of easy...what we are now is what we decided in the past ,What we do now is what we are in the future. So...think of what actually you should do now to ensure your future undertaking....Pilot dream that i never forget though i m freaking busy but i still play flight simulator and reading related articles ...that is what i meant what is so important to me now....

What's wrong with me??

Recently ,i totally dont know what happen to me. Feel depression, moody ,unstable feeling ,no self motivation and escaping ....what happen ?
My loneliness always keep on attacking my heart, what i wan was not like this...Feel that my language is getting poor. Need to put a lot of hard work to improve .No matter how long i slept, i still feel zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
No matter how much coffee i drink i still blur......Really need some rest for myself...i wan to go holiday ....i wan to go sunny beach to darken myself again...hahahaha....why ppl tend to correct my mistake ? izzit i have so much weakness to point out ? But i should thank ppl who tell me my inperfection .Dizzy now...sleep better ...ii wana sleep kao kao again liao ...good night all

Why wingtips?

Winglets, those upward turning ends of aircraft wings ,boost the performance by reducing drag. this is accomplish by reducing the strength of the wingtip vortices form by the difference between low pressure on the upper surface of the wing. these vortice represent an energy loss and increase in drag. in essence ,the winglet provides an effective increase in the aspect of the wing without extending the wingspan. winglet come in variety of styles- the airbus 320 has a very small upper and lower winglet :
A320
the boeing 747-400 has a conventional ,vertical upper winglet ;
B747-400
and the boeing 737 has an eight-foot winglet with curving transition from wing to winglet.

B737-800
since the airflow around the winglet is quite complicated, the winglet must be carefully designed and tested for each aircraft.in the past winglet is likely to be retrofitted to existing wings, but new airplane are being designed wit winglets from the start.(adapted from fundamental of fluid mechanic text book ) this subject is my lovely subject coz always deal with the formation and principles of flight. i cant score it well in last semester but i must do it well in this semester .

Meaningful life everyday

Life is just like our main course and you are the chef . Some chooses to be the 5 star and fabulous chef in the hotel but some just likes to be a faithful family and unpaid chef. salted,hot,sweet,bitter,and sour...all follows what you want. If you intend to make your main course contain all of the taste, make sure you do it correctly.
How do i arrange my every meal? I would like to take something bitter and salty first, then followed by a soup with hot and sour taste and finally with lovely and sweet desert. Some ask why dont you just leave that bitter food? Erm...Sometime the raw material is not all available in the market and you have no choice to take it. what the god gave, you just accept it. I feel good and thankful as what i have contain all the taste. Now is the time for me to arrange the flow of dishes i should cook. Balsam pear will never turn sweet and every meal you have god will just give you a balsam pear. God know that not everyone like to cook balsam pear, so the most marvelous meal god will just prepare for you with balsam pear. Wana be a good chef? Just change the way you cook and flavoring you put. Taste the bitter and you will feel so sweet when you have desert in the end of your meal. If the courage for you to start shearing the bitter melon into slice also don't have how are you going to start having all the material given?
I used balsam pear to describe all the opportunity that we have and just do not want when given balsam pear then you just leave it in the kitchen. No matter what is your golden chance(life) prepare for you, just cook it and changing all your style to adapt it. Don't ever think of people will change for you, try to catch all the chance and never blame that 'life is bitter'. No one succeed without undergoing all these 'balsam pear life'. I will try all my best to be a pilot,no matter what i am given to prepare for pilot meal. I wan to be a pilot and i must be a pilot as i dream to be a pilot.

Life for myself

What if you are feeling lonely due to doing a lot thing and when the time for you to rest also will feel uneasy? I know what i m doing and also worry about my studies now. Feel myself seldom sit down for reading, always go out and talk a lot. Really hate of myself unable to control my chatting and always wasting lot of time. Lose direction, overwhelming by others and cant make decision rightly. scare to take risk ,scare to blame by ppl.
How ??? i should doing all according to my decision and not always hesitate of doing wrong. I must be confident .yup...be improve. Feel myself can control my emotion already, stand for humiliating and criticizing. sometime is better to be patient then act accordingly. cultivate and foster to be a gentlemen.

2009 UTM sukam swimming competition

Two times of swimming training before the day of competition, i was worry and scare of my stamina drop as there is long time i didnt really perform exhaustively. The previous day of the tournament i was very tired due to busying of zhong qiu in the afternoon and orientation at the evening.2230 i reached room and prepare to sleep. The next morning, oh shit !!!over sleep and cant rush to take my breakfast. Rush to bus station and go to that pool. Ate few banana and jump into the water for warming up. pi....the time i standing at the platform and ready for 100m breast. what was in my mind is just trying all my best to achieved most shorter time to complete the task. i dint even look at side and just concentrate to swim. ok well, time is quite ok...when come to the event of 50m breast i was aiming for faster. I m really faster and break my own record but i disqualified to get gold medal although i'm the champion.I jump into water then i flip 3 time which is against the rules. i dint knw that until they told me afterward. what a sad story...but is ok i learn from mistake.
Two unwanted matter happen on me today, is i left my water bottle at bus stop and my forgot to pull off my motorbike key after locking my helmet.what a lucky day i'm today...nobody take it hehe...utm really a safe place and the student here all very honest.well...today have done something good for myself. keep on john