Life is about pursuing dream.

I languages wasn't good enough for me to speak out or write out whatever i felt. Maybe it is the time for my to learn expressing ourself.

Chapter 1

The Beginning of dream...

When i was a kid, my exposure to the world was narrow. I played around village and watch local TV. Reading to me at that moment was not my interest. I am an active boy, running around, playing interactive games, watching TV and chit chatting was only my childhood fun. No one was actually telling how to success and think big.

That would be a common question would the school teacher asked, What is your ambitious and write it down. My many kids at that age would actually think of their future and what they like? For me, i do not know what to be...Sad case! But, luckily i am kinda analytically kid. I think one by one, engineer(very hard for me), lawyer( no money to study), doctor ( too hard to study), and finally i choose carpenter as what my father did. :) Second times did the teacher asked again, i wrote army because i wanted to protect my country.

As time passed by, I grow and grow up. During standard 5, this question again being asked by teacher. I don't know what's wrong with my mind, I speak up i wana to be an engineer. My concept on engineer last time was engineer is building and designing house (wrong concept). That was the start up of having a target, my family just tell me that, if u don't score a good result u will never become engineer. Hence, I worked hard for it. I studied seriously.

Starting of Hash Preparation and Training

Oh yea....Last year and last 1.5 semester to go. Seem like i just wake up from dream. Time passes so fast and is the time to apply for cadet pilot position while other are seeking Multinational Company for interview.

I do send my resume to other company in order to have interview chance and also practicing my skill. Haix...got to be rush, i just realize that u have to send my application starting next year onward. Hence, all the rigorous mind boosting have to be done by this year.

Stage 1
Geographically recognition- memory as many as capital and name of country as much as i can to answer interviewee question.
Mathematics- Practice all the basic aviation use mathematics for the test.
English competency- practice to speak proper language and grammer writing.

Erm...Must be discipline and Hardworking. Gambate

Unexpressable feeling

On this special day which are having 6 number 1 date, 111111. My mum had her arm and hand operation, I am the one encourage her to do it . She agreed, although I know she is very scare and worry of it as her timmy heart and her bravery was not as tough as other. I waited and waited at the ward. 2 hours had passed and she haven come out. Whats wrong? But I believe at the professional doctor. Finally after 3 hours of waiting, she is awake and out. I called her mum and tough her face, what she told me was painful. I see her I am sad and painful in the heart as well. She is mum and I just see her enduring the painful. I am worry and sad when see her feeling vomit but nothing to throw out. My feeling at that time was only think of I have to be with her . Accompany her and talk to her when wake up. But I cant, my elder sister gt to go back taking care of family, I gt to take her back. Mum sleep and still blur of the "numb" medicine. Day pass by day, sat I got to go back Jb. Plentty of homework to settle. Haix, jz think of taking care of her untill she is fully recover. Sorry mum I am not good soon, got to leave at the second day of ur operation. I cant cheer u up, I cant cook for u, I can taking care of u. I promiss I will be good man taking care family when I am ready. Gambate john, live ur life to the fullest, never give up. Fight!

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A story to Ponder Upon

During test 1 period, all student will try to dig out books or notes that left by senior. For me as well, I find and read. There is one lecturer that printed the notes with lots of motivation quote for student.

The first page was a story to ponder upon.

A well known speaker started a seminar holding a $50 buck note.

He asked the audience, 'who would like this $50 buck ?
Some hands went up.

"I am going to give to one of you this but first let me do this."

He crumpled the note with his hands.

Who still want it ?? Still there were hands that went up.

"Well, what if i do this?" He put the note on the floor and grind it with his shoes. He picked it up, all crumpled and dirty.

"Now who still wants it?" Still few hands up.

My friends, you have learned a valuable lesson. No matter what i did with the money, it did not decrease the value, still worth with $50.

Many times in our life, we are dropped, crumpled, ground into dirt by the decisions/choices we make and the circumstances that come out way. We feel as though as we are worthless. No matter what happened or what will happen you will never loss your value. You are special and don't forget it.



"OURS DREAM SOAR HIGHER AND HIGHER UP TO THE SKY"


"NEVER LET YESTERDAY'S DISAPPOINTMENTS OVERSHADOW TOMORROW'S DREAM."

Am i ready ?

Always a very simple question came across my mind, Are You Ready ?
What exactly are you ready ? What are you ready for ?
Well, the time is chasing my back about sending the resume and preparing for the aptitude test. I am nervous when the moment this question appear.
I am worry about my speaking skill, I am worry about my confident level, I am worry about my body coordination, I am worry about the test, and thousand of worry. Because i cant fail for all this test. I have 3 chances which is AirAsia, MAS, and SIA. If i fail again i would not face my life confidently anymore as what i striving and thirsting for is being and PILOT. I must workout now to ensure that i dont live with regret. Go Go Go....Pilot Dream.

Back to my World

Recently, because of internship and Exchange i stop playing my flight simulator as the joystick is kept inside the hostel store room. Yesterday night, i have installed FsX deluxe and feel the joystick feeling. I am so glad that strong feeling of back to my own world and the dream determination is back. I read a lot and watch a lot of aviation related movie. Fight fight fight. Pilot wanabie...

Where is your determination ?

Okay well, recently left behind a lot of practices. Why are you slack ? Where is your dream Johnwei? Angle trying to save johnwei!!!

Johnwei: Erm...I don't know, i seem living to comfortable in my comfort zone and don't care everything happen to me...

Angle: Well, you left your pilot dream pursuing, exercise, reading, living healthy and hard working.

Johnwei: Oh yea, you see that. I am no mood on class, no motivation, no energy,no enthusiasm and no dream...This is not me.

So??? What are you waiting for ? Wake up and restructure yourself...Don't be a worm and useless man...

First : Make up your mind and go for exercise that you like which is jogging and review your whole life after back from vietnam. What have you learn actually untill now and come back to blog again!!!