Unexpressable feeling

On this special day which are having 6 number 1 date, 111111. My mum had her arm and hand operation, I am the one encourage her to do it . She agreed, although I know she is very scare and worry of it as her timmy heart and her bravery was not as tough as other. I waited and waited at the ward. 2 hours had passed and she haven come out. Whats wrong? But I believe at the professional doctor. Finally after 3 hours of waiting, she is awake and out. I called her mum and tough her face, what she told me was painful. I see her I am sad and painful in the heart as well. She is mum and I just see her enduring the painful. I am worry and sad when see her feeling vomit but nothing to throw out. My feeling at that time was only think of I have to be with her . Accompany her and talk to her when wake up. But I cant, my elder sister gt to go back taking care of family, I gt to take her back. Mum sleep and still blur of the "numb" medicine. Day pass by day, sat I got to go back Jb. Plentty of homework to settle. Haix, jz think of taking care of her untill she is fully recover. Sorry mum I am not good soon, got to leave at the second day of ur operation. I cant cheer u up, I cant cook for u, I can taking care of u. I promiss I will be good man taking care family when I am ready. Gambate john, live ur life to the fullest, never give up. Fight!

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A story to Ponder Upon

During test 1 period, all student will try to dig out books or notes that left by senior. For me as well, I find and read. There is one lecturer that printed the notes with lots of motivation quote for student.

The first page was a story to ponder upon.

A well known speaker started a seminar holding a $50 buck note.

He asked the audience, 'who would like this $50 buck ?
Some hands went up.

"I am going to give to one of you this but first let me do this."

He crumpled the note with his hands.

Who still want it ?? Still there were hands that went up.

"Well, what if i do this?" He put the note on the floor and grind it with his shoes. He picked it up, all crumpled and dirty.

"Now who still wants it?" Still few hands up.

My friends, you have learned a valuable lesson. No matter what i did with the money, it did not decrease the value, still worth with $50.

Many times in our life, we are dropped, crumpled, ground into dirt by the decisions/choices we make and the circumstances that come out way. We feel as though as we are worthless. No matter what happened or what will happen you will never loss your value. You are special and don't forget it.



"OURS DREAM SOAR HIGHER AND HIGHER UP TO THE SKY"


"NEVER LET YESTERDAY'S DISAPPOINTMENTS OVERSHADOW TOMORROW'S DREAM."

Am i ready ?

Always a very simple question came across my mind, Are You Ready ?
What exactly are you ready ? What are you ready for ?
Well, the time is chasing my back about sending the resume and preparing for the aptitude test. I am nervous when the moment this question appear.
I am worry about my speaking skill, I am worry about my confident level, I am worry about my body coordination, I am worry about the test, and thousand of worry. Because i cant fail for all this test. I have 3 chances which is AirAsia, MAS, and SIA. If i fail again i would not face my life confidently anymore as what i striving and thirsting for is being and PILOT. I must workout now to ensure that i dont live with regret. Go Go Go....Pilot Dream.

Back to my World

Recently, because of internship and Exchange i stop playing my flight simulator as the joystick is kept inside the hostel store room. Yesterday night, i have installed FsX deluxe and feel the joystick feeling. I am so glad that strong feeling of back to my own world and the dream determination is back. I read a lot and watch a lot of aviation related movie. Fight fight fight. Pilot wanabie...

Where is your determination ?

Okay well, recently left behind a lot of practices. Why are you slack ? Where is your dream Johnwei? Angle trying to save johnwei!!!

Johnwei: Erm...I don't know, i seem living to comfortable in my comfort zone and don't care everything happen to me...

Angle: Well, you left your pilot dream pursuing, exercise, reading, living healthy and hard working.

Johnwei: Oh yea, you see that. I am no mood on class, no motivation, no energy,no enthusiasm and no dream...This is not me.

So??? What are you waiting for ? Wake up and restructure yourself...Don't be a worm and useless man...

First : Make up your mind and go for exercise that you like which is jogging and review your whole life after back from vietnam. What have you learn actually untill now and come back to blog again!!!

Inspiration From others blog

Now is 250am in the midnight, i was reading pilot Karlene's blog which became my inspiration towards aviation world. She wrote on her daily flight journey and gave me knowledge about aircraft and how is a pilot's life. Today of her blog is about ' What lies ahead'. What a nice tittle!!!
"The way forward is not to think about what you
have left behind - but to focus on what lies ahead."
By: Eleesha

Thinking of your past is just waste of time and killing your brain cell which is i totally agree with her. Altough in your life, you may jealous on what others life/path they took in the succeed of thier life and keep blaming on your own journey.

I am glab that i was not having lots of information about how to become a pilot although i dream to be untill i was 16 year old and meet my best friend Victor Ho. We have a great time cycling around penang island and discuss about our same interest about aviation. By that time, he was so full of information about how can be a pilot. I was not up to date as i didnt have friends or source related to that field. When i was sixteen, i joined with group that does not that so much education and loitering around the street all the time. I was lucky that i am able to get back in track and study.

We learnt from the pass but not live in the pass. I appreciate that everything along my life that brought me to the present. This moment for me is perfect and will keep my journey more interesting and challenging when applying for Cadet pilot later.

Pilot should be the one who always see the best sunrise and sunset i think. :)



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Nha trang

22nd night 2011, I am on the way to Nha trang with Phoung Trang Bus company. The bus was new and comfortable. We reached Nha trang at 630am I start looking at my book map to search for the hotel. After 1 hour of backpack walking, finally we reached a street which all the hotel and tourist location.
Ask and ask…how much a night? Finally we choose a guest house with air condition and 2 double bed guest house. After clean up, we went to have our brunch. During brunch we were discussing about the next tourist place. Since, we just reached there and I suggest to visit the sitting Buddha status. We went with a taxi and back to tran phu with local bus.
The sun was so strong in the afternoon and keeping us away from the beach. We sat down on a beach bar and enjoy ice cream and cocktail. Around 4pm, I jump into the sea and swam. After looking at the price of water sport, it is fairly cheap. I decided to play the parasailing. The feel was so good up into the sky and is my first ever time to fly. On the sky I was just thinking of maneuvering a plane which is the feeling almost close to this.
Okay, I blah too much already. Straight to the point or else it would be very long story. 1st night at Nha trang, we went to a club and drink cocktail again plus dancing.
Second day, we joined the four island tour. The tour was so fun and exciting. 1st island was to the aquarium with I feel cheated with the poor condition. 2nd island was snorkeling then we had our lunch on boat and after that they have boat live band performance. The boat keeps sailing and we reach in the middle of sea. One uncle suddenly jumps into the sea with a big floating life buoy… The DJ shout, the floating bar…….haha…all people was jump from the boat to get a free cocktail and enjoy floating bar…That was cool.



2nd night, as the usual. We went to the sailing bar after dinner. We was supposedly to meet the two Germany girl that we met on the island trip but we have to go back early as the hotel will close at 11pm…poor us…
On the 3rd day, we went to the vinpearl island. Crossing the sea with the cable car and enjoy the spectacular view of Nha Trang. Once arrive we ride on roller coaster and spinning horse. After that we play the 3600 spinning. Well, not all the ride we can play as some others are doing maintenance. We moved to the indoor game and ride on bumpy car, playing all the video game for free and watch 4D cartoon LOL….
The fun part was playing the water park. I wana try all but still the same, some sliding board is under maintenance.



It was cool as I play all the exciting and exhilarating ride. Some makes me scream all the way down. After vinpearl we back to the town and take 7pm bus to Hoi An.