Life is about pursuing dream.

I languages wasn't good enough for me to speak out or write out whatever i felt. Maybe it is the time for my to learn expressing ourself.

Chapter 1

The Beginning of dream...

When i was a kid, my exposure to the world was narrow. I played around village and watch local TV. Reading to me at that moment was not my interest. I am an active boy, running around, playing interactive games, watching TV and chit chatting was only my childhood fun. No one was actually telling how to success and think big.

That would be a common question would the school teacher asked, What is your ambitious and write it down. My many kids at that age would actually think of their future and what they like? For me, i do not know what to be...Sad case! But, luckily i am kinda analytically kid. I think one by one, engineer(very hard for me), lawyer( no money to study), doctor ( too hard to study), and finally i choose carpenter as what my father did. :) Second times did the teacher asked again, i wrote army because i wanted to protect my country.

As time passed by, I grow and grow up. During standard 5, this question again being asked by teacher. I don't know what's wrong with my mind, I speak up i wana to be an engineer. My concept on engineer last time was engineer is building and designing house (wrong concept). That was the start up of having a target, my family just tell me that, if u don't score a good result u will never become engineer. Hence, I worked hard for it. I studied seriously.

Starting of Hash Preparation and Training

Oh yea....Last year and last 1.5 semester to go. Seem like i just wake up from dream. Time passes so fast and is the time to apply for cadet pilot position while other are seeking Multinational Company for interview.

I do send my resume to other company in order to have interview chance and also practicing my skill. Haix...got to be rush, i just realize that u have to send my application starting next year onward. Hence, all the rigorous mind boosting have to be done by this year.

Stage 1
Geographically recognition- memory as many as capital and name of country as much as i can to answer interviewee question.
Mathematics- Practice all the basic aviation use mathematics for the test.
English competency- practice to speak proper language and grammer writing.

Erm...Must be discipline and Hardworking. Gambate

Unexpressable feeling

On this special day which are having 6 number 1 date, 111111. My mum had her arm and hand operation, I am the one encourage her to do it . She agreed, although I know she is very scare and worry of it as her timmy heart and her bravery was not as tough as other. I waited and waited at the ward. 2 hours had passed and she haven come out. Whats wrong? But I believe at the professional doctor. Finally after 3 hours of waiting, she is awake and out. I called her mum and tough her face, what she told me was painful. I see her I am sad and painful in the heart as well. She is mum and I just see her enduring the painful. I am worry and sad when see her feeling vomit but nothing to throw out. My feeling at that time was only think of I have to be with her . Accompany her and talk to her when wake up. But I cant, my elder sister gt to go back taking care of family, I gt to take her back. Mum sleep and still blur of the "numb" medicine. Day pass by day, sat I got to go back Jb. Plentty of homework to settle. Haix, jz think of taking care of her untill she is fully recover. Sorry mum I am not good soon, got to leave at the second day of ur operation. I cant cheer u up, I cant cook for u, I can taking care of u. I promiss I will be good man taking care family when I am ready. Gambate john, live ur life to the fullest, never give up. Fight!

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