Man towards maturity porblem

Fist and foremost, what do we define maturity? This is very subjective question...I m trying so hard act like a mature man but end up facing void and loneliness...Why m i facing this emotional unstable? At first the spirit is super damn high but creeping lame and emotional unstable and tend to act like a child blaming everything in front of her...what a shame!!! After quite some time of finding solution toward this problem i was realized one thing is just to be yourself. No one like you to act purposely. You are the best ard john...just keep up your spirit of fighting yea...Let me list down what should an emotional mature man should have...

1st Do not blame instead solving problem and find solution. Blaming is just wasting of time and making your emotional become even more worse than b4 your are. In order to be like this man should be tough and cant easily give up. I'm lucky guy tough as she didnt disappointed on me because of this downturn instead help me finding my problem. Thanks...No more next time
2nd Decisive, do not hesitate of making any decision as this will lower down your confident level...just do it. we are still young and dare to take challenges. A hesitate man just let people feel that u r just like a boy stil cant make any decision for your life.
3rd Being responsibility. That is all human being should have but man just have even more heavier responsible to carry out...just be strong man...
4th warm relationship. For sure man should have a warm relationship with all over friends. Let others feel this man are great and comfort to join. he is so warm and friendly. gals would like to feel that others is envy of her xin fu.
This is what i can share with all abt my experience toward a better man.

Erm on the last saturday, i was visiting to the ceremony of chingay at johor baru. this is my 1st time of watching such a chinese cultural night and remind me that our cultural should be protected as it is so wonderful. Lion dance, dragon dance, big head dolls and many many...what an unforgettable night for me.In fact i was planning to bring her along but she have others that more important things to be done. jia you ...Man are what we believe . Believe in success than the fortune will always follow you .